Meditation Monday #62: On the Pendulum Wave and How It Is Like Life

I was able to complete my regular meditations this past week.  YEAY!

Isn't it funny how swiftly this year is passing by?  I just realized a few days ago that I must've completed my 40 day Transformation challenge.  I had to go back and look at WHEN because I truly could not remember... found out it was back on February 14th!  I decided before then that I wanted to complete 80 days.  I will reach that goal on March 26th!

At the same time that I realized I must've finished the Transformation challenge, I also realized I was coming up on 80 days of my other series.  I will reach 80 days of doing Sa Re Sa Sa, the 2 anger ones, and Prosperity on March 12th.  I'm pretty sure I'm going to switch things up then.  I feel like my physical body needs some help, so I'm working on figure out what to do in meditation to help it!  :)

My Mom has said, many times, that she thinks I think too much.  I think I think just enough!  hahaha... that's a lot of thinkin' in there!

Recently, my thinks have been much pondering on the Pendulum Wave or wave pendulum.  I've decided to share some YouTubes and see what you think.  I'll share my own thoughts about how it is specifically like my life or life in general later. (I think in two weeks from today.)  I look forward to reading your thoughts:  How do you see the pendulum wave in relation to life, generally, or some specific part of life?  Think about it with the Mandlebrot Set in mind.  Sorta like how everyone and thing is the same and different.

My Life

It is what it is.  And what IS it?  Well, a whole lot to me, but not all that much to many.

Can I be any more vague?  Perhaps.  Perhaps not.

I've learned a great deal, recently, about what IS... also, a great deal about how much I can actualize/change in my little world.  I guess "can" is different from "allowed to," really.  So, perhaps I should rephrase: I have learned a bit about what I am allowed to change and how very limited my choices are in some areas... if I desire to be obedient, of course.  And, since I do... I am limited.

Limits are, generally, good.  I can see this clearly in a logical way.  Not so much emotionally.

So I come to see ever more clearly my cross.  This whole disciple thing is pretty much a whole lotta torture at times.  *sigh*  I'm a whiner.  Obviously.  Too bad you don't understand the details... you might commiserate... or, at least, radiate compassion toward/about me.  But, alas, I am learning I must needs stop sharing as is my nature to do.

I have been learning much about what, in my nature, I must leave behind.  No easy task... especially when many parts I am meant to leave out are parts I considered of value.